GUYS: I NEED YOUR ADVISE!!! Excerpt: "I want to feel LOVE but Im scared of getting hurt. I waited for so long, SWEAR, I cannot wait any further to seek if the wond of my "fairygod mother" would cast a SPELL on me" (MY OWN COMPOSITION)
Why do I always have to feel left out? Why am I so affected by this things. Day by day, I am expose to different kinds of people from all walks of life. I know how to establish good rapport to be able to socialize. But despite all this? Why do I have to crave for something that Is far beyond from reality. Being gay is really really difficult. SWEAR! If I were to choose which do I prefer? I would rather be man, than be woman. I know LOVE is so UNFAIR. It is always like that. I really want to get this off my chest. Im so sick and tired of living my life so differently. You know what I mean? Like you feel that there is something locking? Hmmm. You know what? I am so very sensitive. I kinda person is much more of a passionate than a "intimate" one. When we try to speak of PASSIONATE, it only further subdues that you like tending the thoughts of others- and that's what I do! I am so friendly to everyone, that's why Im always scared for somehow I know that there is a 90% possibility that I would fall for them. HARD eh?! More than that! When time comes that I feel I am so much attach to that person, I move out of the circle. I want to feel LOVE but Im scared of getting hurt. I waited for so long, SWEAR, I cannot wait any further to seek if the wond of my "fairygod mother" would cast a SPELL on me. I need to be In love but I am really really SCARED! What am I to do guys? Please help me out with this. Will I continue to wait for LOVE, even If I know that "man really belongs to a woman"? or just leave it behind and see what is instore for me in the nearer future- which we know is UNKNOWN? What will I do? I need your advise Please! Thanks.



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